Friday, April 29, 2005

The blues are singing again

I haven't been writing for awhile. Why? Just that the roller coaster is that down position at the 'mo.

The feeling got worse after I celebrated my birthday this week. Turning a year hasn't been this bad. I remember couple of years ago when I was changing age group, I dreaded it but it didn't feel so bad. But this year totally felt like SHIT.

I can't shake off that feeling....
A friend asked, if i would like to talk about it. Its not that I don't want to but its just that I don't know how to begin.

You know, I don't know who I am anymore. Sometimes, people wonder how can you say such nonsense. Have you ever felt the same way. Like you lost the person who you were?

2 comments:

Ringgit Me said...

Do you know how you can find the person you once were? I mean, what are the things that need to be in place for the person to return? Or you totally have no idea?

Mommibee says HI from Sydney said...

Monyet .. ngape senyap aje? Miss you lah!